12:42pm

Had this beautiful dream sequence that I was dating Sam Harris and we were happy as could be.

• there was cuddling
• & kissing (very very good kissing)
• & laughter
• & silly moments
• & serious moments
• I remember feeling like this is the man I'm going to marry and seeing that reflected in his eyes.

 I mean, I never have good dreams like this.  Then it took a turn for the strange, as it usually does, and there was a baby/exponentially growing raccoon in the library and we had to get someone to catch it.  We were at the Lumberg Library of course, where my whole life happens.  Or, is.  Dreammoods.com, take it away:

Raccoon
To see a raccoon in your dream signifies deceit and thievery. You are not being completely honest in some situation. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are hiding something. You are keeping a secret.

 Come to find out, this is true.  And I was alerted to this when I woke up this morning and saw a text from Tipper, asking about our longmade plans for today.  That I had forgotten about.  That I want no part of.  That, to be fair, we never made concrete.  Shit.