Did I commit the venial sin of selling out?
I asked Esther about her recent behavior toward me in a very subtle, non-confrontational type of way. I didn't point out specific instances, I just asked her if we were okay. She assured me we were and she wants me to just "be [myself]". We'll see what happens. I just couldn't pull the trigger and point blank parade her misdemeanors in front of her. I just couldn't. Why?
I believe I have a blood clot in my mouth. This frightens me. I would like to quit smoking. I would like to be more active.
It's nice that I've not ganjed it up lately. Recently I had a psychotic space-high where I suffered from raging racing thoughts and I was scared to death. That was the last straw.
Saw Julie for the first time last night. I really loved it. I really like her. She's a Knoxian, believe that! I have another appointment next week and I can't wait to blab at her again.
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