Washing the floor with Mom, "you basically wanted Chuck to suck your dick".
RAS--sex, happiness, he looked good, but I told Mom I knew that was a dream-version of him (within the dream), and that the real him is completely unlike that. Her insisting "a country boy could change [my] mind".... Technically he is from rural ill but... I dunno. I do not believe so. I believe I just wanted to feel loved/wanted by some idealized figure. Anyone I spose.
@ DCC with gma. Baby came to visit, they laid in bed together and smiled. She had brown hair (gma). There was a fire in a lantern near her bed, some associate used a fire extinguisher to put it out. I saved the baby & grandma. Pillow started on fire, I fixed it.
Josh & Jeremy appearing in lobby. Crumpled up cigarette. Two black guys asking for them. Ajala sitting next to me, ignoring everything. Iris laying her head on the back of my legs.
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