Saturday, March 29, 2014

3:56pm

Ugh. Tears possible.

Mom and Dad are having some mysterious fight about me going to Grad School soon.

I wanted to talk to them both about my tentative plan, but due to the tension going on I realize: I must make this happen alone. Whatever gaps or mistakes I make will be mine and I will own them. I guess I don't need Dad's okay. At least Mom felt it was a good plan. I can do this.

Mom is now waffling on her financial support--"I'm trying to lessen my own personal stress right now." But this is okay. I will do this and I can do this.

I just am upset that there is now tension in the home and that I am in some way a part of it. I don't want that.

Questions:

  • What is Dad truly upset about?
  • How far will this go?
  • How much can I afford to care?
Told Davis what's going on so that I can get my internal angst of the day on the table. No withholding today, thank you very much.

Geez, I feel a swirling pit in my stomach over this.

It will be okay. I can do this. I do look forward to going over things with Julie.




**U-Haul cost is $144.00**


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