I find myself irritated by having to share space. I can't stand having to share my desk, having to be cramped in the workroom. Having to listen to blather, having people reaching over my desk into my space. "Back off, please!"--my inner gripe to the universe. I recognize that I feel cramped and surrounded, and wish I could be left alone. I really do like being alone. I feel free to do my own thing and not feel judged, except by myself of course. Jesus. I think it's a fear of being judged.... hmm. But at work, please keep your distance and acknowledge my space.
Alas. So I ask the universe for encouragement/guidance on how to create tangible, yet invisible boundaries for myself from others.
I don't want to have to listen to small talk or have to engage, I don't want to be spoken to by most (except moo, frannie, fam or Jeylin). So I suppose I want to put out there for others to leave me be. Not angry, just not wanting to engage.
Feeling better for now. Just wait till I have to end the asheville...
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